longing for the puppy

since the door opens for the new beginning, i started forgetting the life that was promised to me.
i had a completely busy life since 2007. thinking that there is no life after work.
i had this routine for more than two years, and it seems to be okay..

one of the reason why bought Alex (my puppy) is to be my perfect companion and a perfect stress buster.
for some reason, he irritates me but his innocent looking eyes melts my irritations. and then, after a very tough discussion with myself, i sent him to my hometown thinking that he would be better with my parents. and it sounds so fatherly...

i dont want to create a fuss of telling everyone that Alex is sick. but i cant help it. well im just checking out for sympathy. =)
well, colleague who is about to leave missed a him lot. more than i do. hehehe... on my 23rd birthday, ill take him back..
my stress buster would come back. but not so sure, since a bloodsucker is about to come.. geee... i cant imagine... hahaha...

Alex will be home soon. soon.

pray for him ayt?

savage garden

life can be consider as a savage garden
a lot of unwanted plants comes along.
ewww.... when you saw them, you may find them so lovely..
but when you turn your back, you will find that they were super stinky. ewwww...

you wish to lop them off, but you can't . again, you may consider them as a cogon grass
but for the gardener, everything that pleases his eyes is untouchable. harhar

from then, the so called common plants remains to be common. poor commoner.
just waiting for the breakthrough. hai...

life is named cruel

how cruel life is. i dont know.
i am kinda tired... really tired.
again, my favorite quote from a web pal, "pain is inevitable, but suffering is a choice.."

he is right. suffering is a choice. really your choice. if you choose to be a moron, you will be a moron forever.
if you let someone tie a rope in your foot, you will be a slave forever.


hais.... really cruel right?